To watch you sleep

I’ve always wanted to watch you sleep. Many times have I imagined in my dreams, to watch your closed eyes, to watch your subtle lips, to move back the strand of hair that covers your face, to watch you sleep. A pinnacle of my desire.

I had a one time chance to do all those but decided not to. If I did, I wouldn’t have anything else to look forward to.

Because I know, I just know. I can feel the reluctance. But I understand.